my ear is having babies

it keeps thumping at me i think that is it's babies kicking

i am waiting for royal pains to buffer on hulu

it is raining outside...a lot

my legs itch like no other

i think you come home today so you can write blogs to me again!~

i seriously am itching so bad i want to cry it won't stop

i miss you i wanna come home to the west coast (do do doo) I wish you woulda put yourself in my suiitcase

i'im so bored here i wish i had someone to hang out with

my six months is up tomorrow and i've got no one to drive. big whoop

saturday makes a year for me & eric. last night i started thinking about all my memories with him and it made me happy but then it made me cry.

i wish you could be here to go get snow cones or watch bad tv or drive somewhere or just do something with me. things would be so much more bearable if i had someone here.

i'm so jealous of practically everyone i know that has moved moved somewhere at least closer than texas. somewhere you could take the train to in less than 3 days or not pay a ton for airline tickets and be traveling all day.

like elsa. elsa is like "yeah i know it sucks i was home alone all of august" but at least you came to visit her, and i came to visit later in august. and she could come down in september before she really had any friends.

i don't have that option. i can't just come down for a weekend.

i just finished royal pains...the ending was intense!

this is jumpy and confusing

i think i'm going to eat a candy bar...

i haven't gone over to my grandma's this morning cause it is rainig and i don't want towalk across the alley in the rain...


miss you and love you lots