my ear is having babies

it keeps thumping at me i think that is it's babies kicking

i am waiting for royal pains to buffer on hulu

it is raining outside...a lot

my legs itch like no other

i think you come home today so you can write blogs to me again!~

i seriously am itching so bad i want to cry it won't stop

i miss you i wanna come home to the west coast (do do doo) I wish you woulda put yourself in my suiitcase

i'im so bored here i wish i had someone to hang out with

my six months is up tomorrow and i've got no one to drive. big whoop

saturday makes a year for me & eric. last night i started thinking about all my memories with him and it made me happy but then it made me cry.

i wish you could be here to go get snow cones or watch bad tv or drive somewhere or just do something with me. things would be so much more bearable if i had someone here.

i'm so jealous of practically everyone i know that has moved moved somewhere at least closer than texas. somewhere you could take the train to in less than 3 days or not pay a ton for airline tickets and be traveling all day.

like elsa. elsa is like "yeah i know it sucks i was home alone all of august" but at least you came to visit her, and i came to visit later in august. and she could come down in september before she really had any friends.

i don't have that option. i can't just come down for a weekend.

i just finished royal pains...the ending was intense!

this is jumpy and confusing

i think i'm going to eat a candy bar...

i haven't gone over to my grandma's this morning cause it is rainig and i don't want towalk across the alley in the rain...


miss you and love you lots

well hello

you are still sailing but i thought i should write again, mostly because i am bored and now you will have something to read when you get home though i think i've already written one or two. as i write my mouse keeps moving around because i keep hitting my mouse pad. silly lap top. i've mostly got them figured out though. is it weird that i'm better at drawing and stuff on a lap top then on a desk top? idk

I am listening to Sam Sparro!

i saw my aunt carry donuts over to my grandma's. so i'm goin over there after this

i just read hilary's blog, she posted a whole thing about how amazing i am apparently and what a good person i am and how i don't let anyone corrupt me

i'm not sure how to take that

i never really thought i was that awesome of a person...

i mean i try to be pretty good but i can be a total bitch too and stuff. and she just sounds like i'm so fantastic. idk i thought it was really nice of her though.

i'm going to a waterpark today nenna! i'm so excited

it's so hot outside too so i'm stoked on that

i'm going delusional from being by myself for so long haha i have started rambling on about the dumbest stuff. i went on and on about a gym for spies for like 10 minutes before my mom told me she wasn't listening. and eric started holding the phone away from his ear last night.

i'm sooo bored here that i'm just going crazy!
i'm going to see about a job on monday or tuesday though so that's good

i can not be bored, meet people and get money
win win


well i'm gonna go see about those donuts...looove you

weeellll

you are on the boat and probably won't be reading or responding to me but i'm still going to post something because i am bored

i woke up early to go get mcdonalds but then realized i did not want to purchase mcdonalds. because i bought jalapeno chips yesteday to make myself feel better about the lack of pirate booty. but they make me breathe fire which upsets me because the other ones kurtis got at winco for a dollar were fantastic. and i want those


and now i can't sleep so i'm just painfully awake. eric is sleeping like 3 hours at night then he gets up for several hours then sleeps for like 7 more than does it again. idk what is wrong with him but i am worried. and he complains that he's bored but doesn't want to do anything. hopefully this gets better.

i go to apply for a job at the grocery store on monday or tuesday or something. idk. i feel sick. aubrie got my job at famous footwear. yay? she's gonna have a blasty blast hah

i miss eugene. at least it's not hot today here. it's like stormy

love you nen

yesss

i'm in a much better mood today
it's my mommy's birthday and i got yummy enchiladas at the restaurant so my tummy is full of good food

i spent the day watching csi and hannah montana and making bracelets and taking naps

i would love a tree painting from you and josh. i would love any painting. i want a hood/gray collection. you can even throw in some meyer and brotzman stuff if you want
that was mostly me showing off that i know all of your last names

quinn's last name makes me think of germany and sour kraut. i know taht's not how you spell it bu ti can't remember how to right now


i wanted coffee earlier but idk if there's a coffee shop here. not even a starbucks! what the heck!

i'm going to look that up as soon as i'm done writing this

i made my mommy a cake last night, and i wrote the letters with the gel stuff all by myself! i was so proud. and i purhcased most of my clothing without asking your permission besides the lime green shorts which i am currently wearing. i matched my earrings to them it makes me feel awesome.

though i still have had multiple things where i'm like I DON'T KNOW I NEED SIENNA

love you neener

does your mom call you that? i've had a strong urge to call you that and i don't know why

tiny face loves you

AS IF MY LIFE DID NOT SUCK ENOUGH

i just wrote you a big long blog but there was an issue. and it told me to click back and it all disappeared.

i'm sorry but my life sucks too bad and i'm too upset to write all over again.

love you nen

goodness gracious

i had to read your whole thing before i understood what that picture was. my my i didn't know slugs had sex i thought they just sprang from each others foreheads fully grown. like athena. i don't know if you know anything about greek gods so that might not make sense to you.


i'm so bored sienna. i hate this town.

i wish i had lots of things to talk about

today i went to register for school, it smelled like a hospital there are bulldogs everywhere cause it's teh "burkburnett bulldogs", school starts at 750 AM, i can't register yet becuase i have to wait til the otehr students get their schedules so i will probably get no good classes. and i'm totally behind.

they don't just tell you to take a certain number of classes in one area. they SPECIFY what classes you need to take. this is bullshit.
because of that i am behind

i hate my life

tomorrow is my mother's birthday, i'm going to bake her a cake tonight. i went to the grocery store and bought cake mix.

i emailed someone on burkburnett's website about their lack of recycling and i got emailed back and told to call this one guy who said he'd be glad to discuss recycling with me.

but i'm afraid to call. well i have nothing better to do.

i guess i'll call and then go watch royal pains til we go to wichita falls

love you lots and lots and lots

PS feed my boyfriend sometimes i don't wnat him to die.

slacker alert

you haven't posted! but i forgive you. you've been busy.

at least someone is haha

i'm here wasting my life away in burkburnett, home of the bulldogs and overfilled landfills due to the non recycling.

i took jared to the burk pool today. every place i've gone the directions are like turn left turn right go straight and you'll see it way before you even get there

THIS TOWN IS SO SMALL

and everyone at the pool was either 12 or like 4. and all of the 12 year olds were overweight, besides this one kid wearing jeans. and i can't figure out why he was wearing jeans. just hanging out running around the pool. i think the 12 year olds come to flirt with the lifeguards cause that's all i saw them doing

and the lifeguards actually talked to them. until they kicked everyone out of the pool so they could play volleyball with each other. which i thought was weird and retarded.

nothing else really going on. watched 10 things i hate about you, part of cloverfield, part of Hitch. sat around. nothing interesting at all. i wanted to go to the mall and get shorts but my mom wouldn't let me.

i register for school tomorrow...yippee...

welllllllllll i hope you post something for me soon. i look forward to reading these.

love you nen